Time is What I Have Right Now

it’s 6AM been up since 345. I guess nothing but time to think. Think about whats good. Think about what can be better and think about what could be.

somehow so many things kind of run together when I get into this kind of self reflection. can I be better to those I am around? Can I do more for those I love?

I am always my own worst critic. Sometimes it’s how I stay competitive Sometimes it’s how I beat myself up.

Right now it’s the latter. And what’s tough for me is that I am trying so hard. I need to be there for so many people right now. And mostly I am there for no one-not even myself.