Sometimes Its Goes Well

Its not always a struggle and battle….

here we go….

so lets jump right in–and i can try to get everyone on the same page. somewhere along the line i’ll put some additional posts from my MySpace http://www.myspace.com/lethrs…they have some good background.

but the upshot is..i am a long time closet kinkster. i am a submissve man at heart. and over the years i have acted out on this…and then usually get it out of my system and tuck it away.  i had reached the point where i was aching to revisit my kinky side. because of a myriad of reasons i decided to go the pro-Domme route.

i had off and on been chatting with Maitresse Scarlette Stangata on collarme and on myspace.  to be honest, i am not sure what drew me in. it could be her writings on a bunch of boards etc.  for me, i am at ease as a sub. what i crave is a Mistress who is equally at ease.  Maitresse seemed that way. so after pulling it together, and screwing on some courage-i booked a session.

this was about a year ago.

after that one session – which admittedly i was very nervous about and did not go well-i left and was really not sure what to do next. we kind of chatted about perhaps doing dinner or something–to get to know one another and hopefully make a second session better. i was up for it.

at one point during our session, Mistress told me She worked in retail at a chocolate store in the city. information i tucked away.  a few days and a couple of text messages later-i had a really bad day at work a bunch of shit just went wrong. it was cold, and i decided to walk along alone in the city-dark streets in the cold.  somewhere in the general area between hell’s kitchen and times square i walked by a chocolate store–and with the bruises on my ass still prominent i was jarred back to that night. suddenly my crappy day was replaced by a good memory.

so i texted Mistress and let her know. i gave her a condensed version of the story on a text message. we closed our dinner plans a few nights later.

a couple of dates and meetings later–Mistress and i were suddenly in a deep passionate kiss on a street along manhattan’s upper west side-and i was slowly transforming from sub/client to boyfriend.

almost a year has gone by from that first night to now–and we have had our ups and downs in our relationship. but in the end-i am deeply in love with my Mistress-and so this foray into how to be a kinky couple in nyc has blossomed.